The Character Of Faith

In March of 1998, we were sitting in the ICU waiting room of MD Anderson Cancer Center in Houston. The doctor pulled us into the side room to talk to us about my mom. They said there was nothing more they could do so they were going to send her home and have hospice take over. Up to that point, my faith had not been shaken. I was certain God could and would heal her. After the doctor left, we sat in the room shell shocked by his news. My dad spoke up to share some things. The one line I remember most was, “Determine in your hearts now that you will not get bitter against God if He chooses not to heal her.” I thought it was a strange thing to say, but I stopped and made the determination anyway. A few weeks later, she passed on to eternity.

In Daniel 3, Israel had been invaded by Babylon and lost. The people were taken captive and sent to Babylon. The best and brightest were put into a training and then placed in the kings service. Three of these men were Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego. Even though they served the king, they refused to worship the Babylonian gods and follow their customs. When the king found out they wouldn’t bow down to the god he made, he brought them before him for questioning. He didn’t like their answer and threatened to burn them alive in a furnace. In verse 17-18 they said, “If we are thrown into the blazing furnace, the God whom we serve is able to save us. He will rescue us from your power, Your Majesty. But even if he doesn’t, we want to make it clear to you, Your Majesty, that we will never serve your gods or worship the gold statue you have set up” (NLT ). They had made a determination to not turn their back on God no matter what happened.

Have you made that kind of determination? If God, who is able to meet your most pressing prayer request, doesn’t answer the way you want Him to, will you still love and serve Him? Habakkuk 3:17-18 says, “Even though the fig trees have no blossoms, and there are no grapes on the vines; even though the olive crop fails, and the fields lie empty and barren; even though the flocks die in the fields, and the cattle barns are empty, yet I will rejoice in the Lord! I will be joyful in the God of my salvation!” If everything falls apart and nothing goes your way, how will you respond? These tough moments reveal the character of our faith. Do we implicitly trust God or do we treat Him like a 9-1-1 call? Having stood in that moment myself, I can say that the statement my dad made that day changed how I responded. I found out that my faith was deeper than the surface and stronger than I knew. Understanding where my faith truly is has helped me through even the toughest times.

Photo by Jeremy Bishop on Unsplash