A few years ago I was sitting at a round table discussion with several other ministers in the Houston area. As they began the introductions, a little voice in my head said, “You don’t belong here!” A few more people introduced themselves and the voice continued, “You aren’t even in the same league as these people.” I sent my wife a text telling her I shouldn’t have come. More introduced themselves and what they were doing and the voice got louder as it got closer to my turn. I’m not an insecure person, but as I sat there, I was as insecure as I’d ever been thinking of how I’m less than everyone else at the table. I began to think of all my disqualifications and my inabilities. Then the voice of the Lord spoke to me reminding me who I am in Him, and I introduced myself.
In Exodus 3-4 Moses was at the burning bush talking to God when God asked him to go back to Egypt and free His people. As the Lord spoke, Moses’ insecurities began to rise in his mind. In verse 10, he replied to God, “I’m a nobody” (GNT). God continued telling him to go, but that voice in Moses’ head got louder. In Genesis 4:1 he told God, “No one will listen to me.” God continued. In verse 10 he reminded God of his limitations and inadequacies, but God insisted. Moses finally listened to God, went to Pharaoh and got the Israelites to be set free from 400 years of slavery. I don’t think the voice ever went away in his head, but over time he learned that it was God at work in him doing the things he did. Success depended on God’s provision rather than his ability.
That voice still speaks to me, and I bet you’ve heard it too reminding you of why you’re incapable of being used by God or accomplishing anything good for Him. Hebrews 13:21 says, “May the God of peace provide you with every good thing you need in order to do his will, and may he, through Jesus Christ, do in us what pleases him. And to Christ be the glory forever and ever! Amen.” The great news is that God will provide you with everything you need to accomplish His will. You just have to let your faith and trust in Him be louder than that voice. He is the God of peace when insecurities rise. He’s the God who supplies you with resources when you have none. It’s a good thing He calls some of the most seemingly unqualified people to do His work because they will give Him the glory for accomplishing it through them despite their inabilities. The next time you feel insecure because of that voice, remember this verse and simply pray, “I’ll do whatever you ask, Lord.”
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Devotions by Chris Hendrix 