In some of the hardest times of my life, I remember calling out to God, “Where are you? Help me!” I felt like I was drowning and God was nowhere near me. I even got upset and angry at Him for allowing me to go through such pain and loss. After some time had passed, I began reflecting on that period. I began to see God’s hand in the circumstances that I couldn’t see in the moment. The further I’ve gotten away from it, the more I see how God was right there with me walking through it, guiding me and leading me to where I am now. There wasn’t a portion of my life that His fingerprints weren’t on. He was there in the darkness with me.
The book of Ruth is only one of two books of the Bible where God does not speak directly or intervene in a miraculous way. Naomi had left her home because of a famine. While away her husband and two sons had died leaving her destitute in a foreign land. She wanted people to call her “Bitter” because of how bad things were. She felt God had abandoned her too. However, you can’t read Ruth without seeing God’s hand in it all. She returned at the beginning of harvest. Ruth happened to walk into the field of Boaz. He happened to be there and see her. Even the other kinsman redeemer declined to take Ruth. God had it all worked out and created a family line that included King David and Jesus.
In Isaiah 45:3 God was speaking to Cyrus, but I believe it shows how God still operates with us. He said, “I will give you treasures hidden in the darkness— secret riches. I will do this so you may know that I am the Lord, the God of Israel, the one who calls you by name” (NLT). God will give you hidden treasures in the darkest times. You won’t be able to see them in the moment, but with the light of perspective, you can. He has not forgotten you, nor has He abandoned you. He is calling you by name even now. When you take a moment to reflect on your life, I believe you will see the fingerprints of God all over it – especially in the darkest times.
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Devotions by Chris Hendrix 